Today I find myself pondering some thoughts from the retreat that were of a more personal nature. These thoughts remain a jumbled mess inside my head. These thoughts bring with them more questions than answers. I don’t know if the pondering, journaling and praying that I feel compelled to do with these thoughts will ever produce an entry here or if they are just some things I need to work out with God, but this picture is where I am sure I need to be at the moment. I know I can be there in spirit, but wouldn’t it be nice to be there in person some days. A one on one, flesh and blood time with Him just to talk face to face.